My life is spinning round and sometimes i can barely understand where is my body and where is my mind, and i love that. I don't know how long it will last and maybe i don't even care. Bad luck is always round the corner, we all know that. That's why i'm living every single moment of these times. I'm here now. Tomorrow? I don't know. I got some plans but basically living day by day. I'm broke as fuck, working just to pay the bills, choking every 28th of the month but for god sake i don't have no more time to waste. I'm biting everything. I apologize with all my friends for being such a burden, and i say thanks to the one that makes me realize that. Don't know..has always been strange, but i can't stop loving you even if there's been just once when you said you cared about me. But it meant more than thousands hugs.
Granny used to tell me "you can understand how much someone worth from the people who choose to be surrounded by" I've never had a great selfesteem, not at all actually; and people will keep disappoint me, so bad, i know that but I think i won. Here. And there.
Crazy people but not childish. Big minds. Creatives. Talented. Plain people. Sometimes arrogant and touchy, but coloured.
You can mock me you can tease me, but if you take me for a ride, if you try to be clever, you are out. Enough of you, of small places, of big dramas and telenovelas.
Call me bitch (which i'm not) these are Ocean's rules.
