I got a right to sing the blues

So, basically I'm back in my hometown. Landed 20 days ago, seems to be here since FOREVER! Places are all the same but people look at me in different ways. A good friend told me a couple of nights ago "You look different. In a good way. You look like a woman, which you are." thanks Andy. Anything all the time. Still looking for a job that does not exhist, left pieces of my heart in London and found others here I've never imagined. And lost the only one I thought would have stayed with me forever, no matter what.
Bullshit.
Nothing has changed, not even in a year :)
It's fine if you don't wanna talk to me, more than fine if you don't want me as a friend and wanna be surrounded by young frizzy stoned loquacious all show and no substance people, cool if you wanna mock me, really. Therefore my motto is Zero Tollerance.
New haircut, same person.
I'll be back in London the last week of September and I'm already desperately looking forward that. Because here is a Paradise...but I ain't christian at all. If you know what I mean..
Btw, I deleted my Facebook account cus I prefer to live in the real life and face problems not in front af a pc, I ain't being raised like that, I'm working on my bicycle, I'm pimping it and I'm ready to mind just my very own business that the rest could burn and I wouldn't be touch. Got a new swimsuit for pool parties, my good friend Martin (www.myspace.com/martin_tattoo) is working on my new piece for my thigh and it's gonna be awesome, I'm drinking Japan Ice Tea almost every night but I'm getting my body ready for New York City baby, cus I'm going there, no matter what.
Meet me on the bus. The number 3 or 1. Straight to the town centre.

Bye *


[big boobs girls with big brains too.. so rare.]